Hard lessons of Cobra, Medicare, and "Qualifying Events" or All I want to do is go on a Honeymoon!

Today, for the first time since my last surgery of 6 weeks ago, I was relaxed, lighthearted, feeling good. I was finally feeling like I could look across the horizon rather than being bogged down in my small recovery world. I was even preparing a blog post on healthcare issues I have been thinking about, especially a recent new experience I have had. A really positive one.

Great...I was starting to expand my life beyond immediate day to day dealings with healthcare, or the bureaucracy of healthcare...And, then ... you probably can tell...a Large Huge Bummer came from the sky....make that two:

#1: We have been living on my husband's COBRA since he was "separated" from his job. That is nearing it's end. He has been doing contract work, which has been good, but no benefits. We understood that we likely are eligible for an extension of Cobra due to my LTD (Long Term Disability), well today after countless calls over the last two months to the HR department from his company (which has been outsourced) we were told the "qualifying event" of my disability and receiving of Social Security had to occur within and only within  2 months of his being terminated, not after his severance ran out, or when we started COBRA etc.. so it is highly likely we will not qualify for a COBRA extension. The COBRA folks need more info from SS to determine whether or not we are eligible for "the qualifying event". Don't you love those words? I don't! (or at least do not find humor in them today)


#2 I call Social Security to get the needed documentation. They let me know when I started receiving benefits...which makes me think maybe we are not eligible for the Cobra extension which ends in 2 months. YIKES! So, I ask about the worst scenario case for me and my ability to get Medicare, since I think I am eligible. Well, apparently:

1. Since I declined Medicare, which I did because we had good medical coverage and I was trying to save money not to pay two premiums for medical insurance, I was told that for each year of not taking medicare I pay a 10% penalty fee. The agent said, "The good thing is that premiums are dropping next year".
2. I am not eligible for Medicare special enrollment (which means that you can sign up for it anytime if you have a "qualifying event"), because that is tied only to the "qualifying event" of my husband losing his job, not to the severance package period, or to Cobra benefit period. (Oh Shit)
3. I am eligible for Medicare "Open Enrollment" in January of 2012. I would have to pay the penalty of 10% per each year of decling coverage....and, only after 6 months would I be covered....so that means there is a likely scenario I will not have medical coverage (Medicare) until next July.

Well, there went my day... too pieces. Unfortunately I am not like "some" who can deal without coverage. My condition is in constant need of attending. Maybe I will have to throw the dice and hope next year slows medically down after each year of surgeries, sometimes a couple or more. 

All I know is that the harsh reality of my life is that there is never a respite from constant medical attending be it bureaucratic or physical. I am pissed with myself for missing the boat on this. I normally am on top of all things disability, insurance, but I screwed the pooch on this. 

And, today, as I hoped to feel the release of the grip of the chains, and stoke the joy I had from yesterday's  Moose spotting on a drive my husband took me on, to have distance  from being a patient and the shit that comes with it. I am back into the fray again to sort out the details and make the best I can out of a bad situation. 

Not up for it today....and not sure how we are going to make this work.  Other people do so I guess I have to figure it out or not. The bottom line is that I am sick and tired this whole thing is my life. 17 surgeries, fighting for benefits, fighting for rights, fighting for care, plan ole fighting. Thank goodness I have great doctors, from whom I have to travel 1900 miles, and pay for the extra rent. But that is good...I would not even be writing this without them.

I close this with....I just want to go on a honeymoon with the man I love (we haven't yet because we keep needing to go to Colorado, for my doctors to keep holding me together). He has stood by me, going through surgery after surgery, rough spot after rough one, and the continuing onslaught. I thank him and his encouragement for that. He is steadfast in times of trial and tribulation. He is a solid compass and always says don't worry, we are going to be ok. We have so far been so. I guess I need to rest my rage in his caring hands, even when he is unsure of his future....that is courage....and I should take a lesson in that.

Sometimes Even #Epatients Need To be Simply Patients

Today I have been watching #med2 (the official hashtag) for Medicine 2011 at Stanford Ca light up my Tweetdeck. (There also appears to be another tag #med20.) There are so many great people there including Lee Ase,  Susannah Fox, Sherry Reynold = @Cascadia , Coleen Young, Jen Dyer = @EndoGoddess  and Bryan Vartabedian = @Doctor_V among so many others and too many to list. Earlier this week was The Mayo Clinic's Transform 2011 Symposium in  Rochester Mn. with another cast of wonderful attendants.  You can see the archive of tweets here: #txfm11 or read/watch more here. One session was dedicated to the Transformation Power of Social Media and talks about us patients as an underused asset. Both conferences included scholorships for Epatients. A number of them are members of the Society of Participatory Medicine. Alas I am/was not at either. I am bumming... And, this leads me into my topic, which is the strange conundrum that  I face as a "patient/Epatient". It is a weird tension between wanting to be out there, having an active voice, and changing the world one bit at a time and sometimes your body, and the reason why you are an Epatient having to take the priority. And, therein lies the conundrum. (It is almost like the tension I had when I was working and managing my health)

This churn in my brain started several weeks ago when Nancy Finn = @nfinn8421 from The Society of Participatory Medicine, made a post about upcoming conferences (for the rest of the year), asking if anyone from the society was going to any of the conferences that the Journal of Participatory Medicine would like their contributions.

Upcoming conferences:
September 11-13, Rochester MN: Mayo Clinic Center for Innovation Mayo Clinic Transform 2011 Symposium

September 16-18, Stanford Ca: Medicine 2.0 Congress

September 18-22, Bethesda, MD: AHRQ Leading Through Innovation and Collaboration Annual Conference

September 20, Philadelphia, PA: e-Patient Connections 2011

September 20-22, San Francisco, CA: National Medical Home Summit West (new to list)

September 24-29, Nijmegen, Netherlands: E-Patients Boot Camp

September 25-27, San Francisco, CA Health 2.0 Fall Conference

October 3-5, Kansas City, MO National Academy State Health Policy 24th Annual Conference

October 7, Columbus, OH: 2001 Personalize Health Care National Conference

October 15-18, Boston, MA: American Academy of Pediatrics National Conference and Exhibition 2011

October 17-19, Rochester, MN: Mayo Clinic's third annual Social Media Summit with Ragan Communications

October 21, Washington, DC: Patient-Centered Primary Care Collaborative 5th Annual Summit

October 22-26, Washington, DC: AMIA 2011 Annual Symposium

October 27-28, Berlin, Germany: Health 2.0 Europe 2011

October 26-28, Washington, DC: National Congress on Health Care Clinical Innovations and Cost Containment

October 30-Nov. 2, Nashville, TN: 2011 Planetree annual Conference on Patient-Centered Care

December 5-7, National Harbor, Washington DC: mHealth Summit

This includes the preeminent Health 2.0 conference, put on by Matthew Holt = @boltboy and Indu Subaiya = @bluetopaz at the end of this month (follow related tweets @health2con)which I have been dying to go to for years, but haven't been able to do because of my health constraints ... mostly due to surgery timing, which seems to fall in Fall of nearly every year (for a host of reasons...mostly tactical). boo :(

And, that is the crux of the tension I have between being "out there" and needing to tend to the "home fires".  As I move through this world of healthcare with a developing voice and want to be apart of the healthcare solution I find myself wrestling with wanting to participate in the larger dialogue and my body demanding attention in whatever form it takes that day, or stretch of time; be it too exhausted, recovering from surgery, doing physical therapy, going to appointments, which never seem to end, or whatever combo. And, that is a kicker.

I was so eager, "chomping at the bit eager," to apply for a scholorship for the Stanford Medicine 2011 event, then I realized that I couldn't in good conscience for myself and healing body and that was tough (just finished surgery and heading into another). I was mad for a few days, and then I saw Nancy's post, and I was more mad....then I got through it.

Ultimately I have to remember that the reason why I am apart of the discussion is because of my health issues, and frankly there is little I can do because yes, the body wins at times. And, apparently it does so for others. Look at @Marcela's post earlier today. The wonder of it all is that I can still participate in some fashion even if it is by reading my Twitter Stream, reading and commenting on posts, being playful with a twitter friend, even writing a blog post, and when I can more actively participate go to conferences, like the one I did in May for Mobile Health 2011. Also, I can encourage other #Epatients as I can, like those who received scholarships to the Medicine 2.0 Congress including Hugo and Marcela who I know are members of The Society of Participatory Medicine (I am sure there are let me know) and anyone else who has a vested interest in making our healthcare world a better place. Thank you Twitter friends who keep us up-to-date on health topics like today #med2.  So, please contribute your experiences and let's make a difference by getting involved in our own healthcare to start and branch out from there. 


I would love to hear comments, especially from patients who may struggle with the same issue.

A Synopsis: From Then to Now

My Shoulder

My name is Alexandra Albin, I am what one would call an "e-patient" – which can be construed as a patient who is engaged, electronic, empowered.

I have an orthopedic condition called avascular necrosis – aka, Osteonecrosis: a painful bone disease which essentially results in dry rot of the bone which can lead to collapse. It is due to loss of blood supply to the bone and, in my case, a result of medications given for a misdiagnosed condition of Multiple Sclerosis. "Why?" is another question, but there is no clear answer.  I have had 15 ortho surgeries and am currently both recovering from and preparing for another. Goodness knows why, but I keep trying to save my bones and preserve my mobility. Call me crazy. I was coming to terms not going to the Healthcare 2.0 conference in SF due to the competing priorities of my health and/need for timing my ortho surgeries for a host of entangled reasons, when I saw a post by @Regina Holliday about her #walkinggallery event. As I was wallowing in my misery, I asked her to make a jacket for me so I could participate in abstention. Read Regina's blog to learn more about her moving patient advocacy project. She asked if I had a post about all the surgeries I had and I realized I didn't. So...that is the beginning and end of this tale.

The Past:
In 1994, following a whole lot of life changing events and a sudden kidney infection (sudden in the sense that I did not realize it until I was really sick), I was ultimately diagnosed, by a highly reputable Neurologist in Santa Monica, with MS. I had odd symptoms, like a paralyzed bladder. I was not be able to void even with a bladder filled up to 800 cc. I had to learn how to self catheterize. Ultimately things got worse, I started to lose balance, among other odd things. The Brain and Spinal MRIs were all clean. Dr. Sheldon Jordan, based his diagnosis of my abnormal evoked potentials and my medical history (there had previously been odd neurological events). One of the several spinal tap tests were positive with white blood cells.  Long story short: as things deteriorated, Dr. Jordan recommended having a Solumedrol Dose Pack for ten days; that involves daily three-hour drips, administered at my home. This was followed by tapering dosages of prednisone. That was one of the most awful periods in my life: literal hell!  I was 34. After getting my career going I had suddenly become unfunctional and was taking drugs that jacked up my body and made my mind crazy. I became highly compulsive, angry, couldn't sleep at night (due to the speedy affect of the steroids) I had my entire apartment rearranged and had my piano brought home so I could relearn how to use my hands. Things got so bad that I couldn't hold a cup without dropping it. I ended up in a wheelchair for quite a while. And, adding insult to injury, I developed the classic side effects from taking steroids, gaining 20-30 lbs. Luckily I was surrounded by a ton of amazing people to carry me through a very dark patch of life. Then life moved on and I regrouped, and was back on my online educational career path. I had minor intermittent episodes of some weird neurological issues, but ultimately all resolved. I did do Beta Interferon for several years – to the tune of $1500 per month. (Thank you Dad)

The Middle:
In 1997, I  started having pain in my legs, and thought that they may be MS related. Then we started going around to different neurologists to figure out what was going on. I ultimately saw an Orthopedic surgeon and a Neurologist the same day up at UCSF. The ortho said, "Well, you have this condition in both hips called Osteonecrosis...where the bone dies." The neurologist said, "Well you don't have MS, but now you really have something." So that became the medical issue of the moment...little did I know it would last fovever. Since both hips had this condition, the verdict is that the blast of steroids caused it.

That started the very long curvilinear process that has lead me to Now. And, the long and the short of it is that I have ultimately end up having over 15 orthopedic surgeries over the years, on hips, knees, shoulder, elbow, wrist to save my joints. All the lower limb joints have been directly related to the bone disease. The upper limb ones are unclear.  Some joints were worked on several times, others once. Most have been bone preserving.

Most of the surgeries where performed by doctors in Colorado, who I accidentally came across in 2000 because one local Dr. had the guts enough to say to me (when I learned that I had AVN in knees too), that I should not see him or any other local and go to Dr. Steadman in Vail Colorado. And, since then it has become this weird second part of my life. Some people have go to their Mecca. I have the Steadman Clinic in Vail, Colorado. Other surgeries have been done in California. I have gone to the East Coast, up and down the West Coast to find top orthopedics who could deal with my issue. One of the specialists I saw in Baltimore (who has written lots of papers) was more concerned that I had not been referred to him by Doctor Steadman ("doesn't he know who I am?"), and that I had a pre-publication version of his article. He then recommended two surgeries, back to back – just days apart on both my knees. So much for Baltimore. (I don't care how talented you are). I was sent to Dr. Bugbee, in San Diego, because Dr Steadman wanted a second opinion before he and I started our series of knee saving surgeries.

My FVFG

I have had a host of different types of surgeries....I have had arduous recoveries and those that were a breeze. The first surgery was bilateral hip surgery with no weightbearing for 3 months. That was awful and dumb in hindsight. Ah Youth!  I have had wildly experimental surgeries. In 2001 I had what is called "Free Vascularized Fibular Graft," where they harvested most of my fibula and implanted it as strut to hold up the hip head while providing a new blood supply. (you can see my missing Fib in the standing Xray pict above) That was a difficult  9 months recovery. Other experimental surgeries include one by Dr Philippon, when he implanted an OBI biomatrix plug (bioabsorbable bone graft substitute) to repair the large lesion in my femoral head, along with a series of microfractures, similar what they are now using in Rat models for growing bone parts using stem cells. AMAZING! (But, that did not work so well in me. Nearly two years  on/off crutches = grouchy!).  I have had a lot of microfractures, spent lots of time in a CPM machine, tried HGH, drank worm juice tea (chinese herbal recipe), acupuncture, ultrasound to help stimulate bone growth, had several PRPs (Plate Rich Plasma injection...a lessor form of stem cells... full of growth factors). I even had conventional procedures like a total hip replacement by a top orthopedic, whose "speciality" is failed hip replacements. That one didn't go so well: I now have a constant and pretty intense pain in the middle of my femur from a condition called "end of stem pain", that is a whole other story and series of problems.

Acupuncture time!

I worked through most surgeries; once while I was being rolled into ER they realized my laptop was still plugged in. I had to ask them to wait. I even went on an extended two week business trip all over India on crutches. Mind you, they don't do handicap very well there. They don't have elevators in most places even airports. The solution was to have me carried in my wheelchair up stairs and to the plane by a team of men. Imagine doing that while traveling with the VP of  a multi-billion dollar company and your boss. That trip was my career undoing. Once I was home in the US I ended up in the hospital throwing a clot. OY! It became my body or my work. My body won.

One Year of EOBs 

My Medical Records

Since that fateful trip in 2007 I have become a full-time patient. It is my job. It is my career. I often use the term I am the CEO of my body. I have learned the hard way the ropes of being my own advocate. Have developed enough confidence to make difficult decisions about a condition that is not well understood. I have had to scratch, fight, and claw for my rights as a patient, from dealing with the medical to disability insurance quagmire. I have also had amazing humane caring moments with caregivers throughout the medical chain and made friends in the process.  I have learned more about beauracratic issues related to a chronic illness including CPT and ICD9 codes, dealing with those marvelous EOBs, how to get your medical records, how to correct coding issues, know what your insurance approves and disapproves of, and appealing a denied procedure (like my $33K Femoral Acetabulum Impingement (FAI) surgery that was denied by my medical insurance company – the same insurance company who sponsors the research that Dr Philippon is doing. As you enter the Steadman Clinic you see the "Aetna Hall of Champions" over the hallway with Athletic Jerseys  lining the walls thanking the Drs for saving their careers.  And I have had to deal with the whole package around what laws govern your insurance company and what rights you have to appeal decisions based on how your insurance plan is structured (ERISA anyone?).  I have been nearly buried by my disability insurance company that tried to deny me coverage and even place surveillance cameras on me and my house. I have run the gambit of dealing with the Doctors' egos who think they reign supreme, or who don't like someone who asks questions, or  misdiagnose you, or when they plain old run out of ideas (and don't have the guts to say so). I have learned that you can have good surgeries by mediocre doctors, and bad outcomes by top doctors.  I have fully come to appreciate the fact that medicine is a hybrid of science, art, and human nature (the good and the bad). I have also learned that feeling safe with a doctor or clinic (whether or not they have all the answers) counts in spades. And, run when you don't really trust what you are being told or who is telling you (although that taps into that second guessing yourself piece, which I do a lot).  And, I know I have still so much to learn.

In between and On the way to surgery

To wrap up this long tale...I am getting ready for another relocation to Colorado for surgery and recovery for 2 months. This is not the life I planned, but it is the life I live and I am doing what I can to keep it interesting and take the best care of myself that I can.  Who would have thought being a patient could open up so many different journeys from deep sorrow to moments of epiphanies,  triumphs, and connections.  In that process I have really enjoyed becoming apart of the larger movement of the Epatient community on Twitter, FB, blogs, wherever. I never was much for support groups other than to data mine. I even joined the Society of Participatory Medicine. I thank so many people, near and far,  for  getting through this thing call life and for helping me take my story a little further than myself and raise it above the immediate. There times when that is tough, but that is the ultimate goal. And, I thank Regina for prodding me to consolidate my story in one place. Now, when people ask me I can say... Hey: read this long post...

FICO® Medication Compliance Score: #FAIL

Today, on my list serve group at the Society for Participatory medicine, the question was raised about the NY Times Well Blog post by Tara Pope on FICO®s new Medication Adherence Score. I was also inspired by @epatientDave pointing out that @nyceve1 had a blog post this morning. FICO-scoring-millions-of-Americans-on-medication-compliance .

And yes I am angry...because if you look FICOs website here is what they say about their new tool, that is easy to implement. I recommend that any self respecting patient contact them, because they are not in the business of helping patients, they really seem targeted to the Pharma companies, and  "Care Organizations" and "Health Care Payers" (I don't think they are talking about us).

Check out the tabs and pdfs for some fun reading...this is a dangerous tool that doesn't really meausre true compliance...if someone took the medication. So what if I picked up the medicaiton, or opened the glowing cap. As someone on the #SPM list serve group pointed out, "We will not be able to fix compliance problems if the denominator is as wrong as the numerator!!

The words that rub me the wrong way are highlighted in bold. Nor do they really say what data they are pulling...only the following: "third party data sources, name and address, prescription claims when available."

So, yes, I have got my cynical hat on....and my take away is (unless we revolt) Pharma companies are given tools so they can better target their marketing budget and relationships can be further leveraged with doctors ... and, enable deeper relationships with insurance companies who can have further control of what medications are on their formularies, or potentially use the data to develop additional criteria (of course they will use pretty words to make it seem fine) for dropping coverage for patients due to a poor  FICO® score.

It is bad enough that Pharma companies sell their drugs direct to patients, and take doctor offices out to lunch...Anyone see the movie "Love and other Drugs"?

So, I sent them an email. Let's see what they say.....and you can too on their contact page or call US (toll free): +1 888 342 6336

Here is information from the FICO site: (Cynic Hat on)..... highlighted a sampling of text all in blue Oh, and its easy to implement....

FICO® Medication Adherence Score is a powerful tool for predicting individual consumer’s likelihood of adhering to a drug regimen over the next year. This fully HIPAA-compliant solution helps brands identify patients at highest risk for non- compliance, direct marketing tactics where they have the greatest impact on medication adherence and health outcomes, and maximize the return on the consumer marketing budget. While pharmaceutical marketers typically rely on self-reported adherence data to identify non- compliance, FICO can score an entire patient database or list quickly and efficiently using only an individual’s name and address. Many pharmaceutical companies help address this challenge through a variety of consumer-directed programs. FICO can boost the effectiveness of these programs through a revolutionary data-driven approach to identifying a patient’s propensity toward medication adherence. Using the same world- class predictive analytics used to create the FICO® Score, the FICO® Medication Adherence Score accurately predicts an individual’s adherence propensity using a wide array of third-party data sources commonly used by direct marketers in a variety of industries. 

FICO® Medication Adherence Score leverages a patient’s prescription claims history when available and pulls on other third-party data sources when no other information is present.  The result is a powerful and versatile score that can be applied universally across a patient base to predict each patient‘s adherence over the next 12 months. This tool enables care organizations to gauge the right level of action across the patient base to optimize care, case and utilization programs— setting a universal baseline assessment on which survey results or other information can be overlaid if desired/present. The result is a powerful and versatile score that can be applied universally across a patient base to predict each patient‘s adherence over the next 12 months. This tool enables care organizations to gauge the right level of action across the patient base to optimize care, case and utilization programs—

The Medication Adherence Score is available for common chronic conditions, including diabetes, asthma, high cholesterol, hypertension and depression. Harnessing the predictive power of multiple, rich third-party data sources, Medication Adherence Score improves the effectiveness of all intervention targeting efforts.

Recent FICO research has shown that third- party data sources can effectively identify drug adherence propensity and can enhance the precision of models using claims data only. While some of these predictors, such as age and gender, are known to be associated with disease prevalence and adherence trends, FICO has unlocked the predictive power of other data sources, such as retail purchase behavior, geo-credit profiles and income/wealth indicators. The result is a powerful assessment tool that works across a prospective, new or existing patient base with minimal information requirements.AA-compliant solution helps brands identify patients at highest risk for non- compliance, direct marketing tactics where they have the greatest impact on medication adherence and health outcomes, and maximize the return on the consumer marketing budget.

Learn how your organization can benefit from the most advanced analysis solution for predicting medication adherence. Email us at info@fico.co

Mobile Health 2011: What Really Works: A “Patient” POV

This blog post has been accepted by the Journal for Participatory Medicine: Please review and comment there. Mobile Health 2011: What Really Works: A “Patient” POV

I'm Back....sort of

I have really fallen of the patient advocate sharing wagon. Sometimes, dealing with life is such a handful that it takes all your energy to focus on tasks at hand rather being able to bring the experiences to a larger community context. Oh well, I do bite off more than I can chew sometimes. So, I am going to make an effort to simplify and do smaller writing/sharing exercises. Have no idea if it is possible or I an do it, but certainly will give it a college try. Got to start dealing with docts again and make decisions about what and how regarding potential new surgeries. All I can say is #wtf. It is tough when doctors simply look at you and shake their head saying how "unprecedented" my case is. That was the last two weeks and so I just closed my hatch to recharge and regoup. Ok...so now, I am sort of back.

Unexpected take aways from the E Patient Movement

This post was started on February 19th and has been updated and reposted on March 6

Over the year and especially in the last several months through my meanderings and activity on Twitter I have crossed paths and have been honored to meet and converse with several people engaged in the "Epatient" movement a.k.a. Patient 2.0, which is really about how patients and patient advocates are partnering with their doctors to design/modify courses of treatments. They often using medical social networking sites such as Patients Like Me, ACCOR, PUBMed among many many other tools to find alternative treatments that improve the quality of their life, the patient's life, if not save it (as in the case of Dave). This was recently written about in an article in Time Magazine. These activities set in the larger context of the health 2.0 movement, using technology in a variety of forms to help make healthcare better, safe, more accessible, and transparent.

It takes a lot of guts and a special doctor to engage in this progressive new form of patient/doctor relationship. For instance @ePatientDave (Dave deBronkart) attributes his survival of late stage kidney cancer to this method. Dave has become a staunch advocate of patient particiapation and access to their healthdata. You should read his blog. He is funny and adamant about making healthcare more accessible. To Quote a recent comment he made on a post about Roger Ebert. " My task, is to go around speaking at conferences .... to wake people up about the fact that bad news is likely to smack their family in the face someday, and when it does, they'll want healthcare to work really reliably".

The movement includes those like @ePatientDave  and @ReginaHolliday advocating better access to their (your) personal healthcare record (which can often be costly and impossible to get.  Regina's story is poignantly sad. Her husband's death was due to lack of adequate access to her husband's healthcare record because of the patriarchal medical system (including doctors and insurance companies).

Alan Aviars, @Aviars is a computer programmer, who is relatively disgusted with the general inoperability of EHRs and the bureaucratic encumbrances it entails to work with/on them. He is a supporter of Open Source Technology. He has his own story about the struggles of retrieving his father's medical records, luckily things went better for his family.

There are patients who actively reach out to their doctors to create a proactive involved team to address their heatlth concern. I like Christine Kraft's, humor filled yet pointed letter to her doctors about the partnership she needed to have with them to address her care. You can follow her at: @ChristineKraft. Or read her rich blog that parcels out ruminations of all things philisophical.

There are researchers who write about these topics that, I think, really bring it home, like Susannah Fox a.k.a. @Susannahfox, of the Pew Internet Research Center, who wrote a piece at the end of January called What's the point of Health 2.0 , essentially stating that technology is not the only answer, but it can be one of the tools in the toolkit to help patients acheive better outcomes. The trick is to find one or some that work for those that are less than hyper engaged patients. Remember, Felix the Cat, with his bag of tricks.

There are energetic startup folks, like Jen McCabe, @Jensmcabe, who is trying to create better health with micro-movements throughout the day in a game/challenge format, called Get Up and Move. It is a lot of fun, try it. You can do it via Twitter and  Facebook.

And, of course there is Brian Ahier, @ahier, who passionately brings insight and context to the Government meets Healthcare technology debate through his blog http://ahier.blogspot.com/ and Tweets. These issues are especially relevant because the government is spending money via the HITECH Act (Health Information Technology for Economic and Clinical Health Act) under the AARA (American Recovery and Reinvestment Act)  to support the development of EHRs (Electronic Health Care Records) that meet a set of criteria, including "meaningful use". All very complicated. If you want to learn more about this, definitely follow Brian's posts.

Finally, yesterday (now a couple weeks ago), I read a post about a woman who would not take no for an answer.  The post was called:  "Some People Don't take death for an answer" by @ePatientDave on the e-patients.network about Laurie Todd, who basically had to bootstrap her survival of a late stage appendix cancer. Her HMO who said there was no treatment for her condition. She found a source of treatment, had to fight her insurance company to pay for the treatment, and eventually won and underwent treatment and has been recovery so far since 2005.

Her story is what inspired me to write this post. Frankly, right after reading her story, I got deeply depressed. I was so impressed by her accomplishments that it brought out in me my failure to have my experimental procedures overturned.  I looked at her website and looked at the points she made about how to win an appeal. I laid awake at night going over what I missed in my recent failed insurance appeal. One for nearly 30K, I wrote three appeals for a total of 2 reams of paper (including all the supporting literature for my procedure, the procedure is the only know treatment for the condition, and it is  supported by other major insurance companies -- I had the top Aetna insurance....they paid for all other 13 surgeries, I digress). I thought I tackled the definition of experimental treatment according to her method. And, all I could do is think why was she able to make a difference and why am I not.

Then finally, I got to thinking that some of this pity party has to do with battle fatigue. Because, frankly, I am. And, that is why under these times, I try, after I have beaten myself up good, to lift my head up, to look across the horizon to see what others are doing out there. Then, I sit back and give acknowledgement to those who, through their stories, have enriched my life, given me hope, gotten me really excited about healthcare and making a difference. They have embraced a stranger, shared stories, cheered me up, made me laugh so hard, and whom I can and have learned from.  That is when I remind my ego filled self that their successes don't take anything away from me. It is not a reflection on me.

These patients and people make me realize that I am not alone, and that we are all apart and contribute to the matrix of life, inspiration, and in this case better healthcare for all. There is so much to live and fight for.  It is not a time for me to crawl into a corner.  My condition (including the bureaucratic mess) makes things difficult, but I am not going to die, unless something goes wrong in surgery, or whatever. If people who face life ending conditions can fight not only their condition but the bureaucratic machine,and  win, survive, and create transformative experiences from their battles, I should be able to muster the courage and keep on truckin, knocking down what walls I can.

I am humbly reminded that we are all connected, and in the bigger picture we suffer if we denigrate our individual  failures and successes. We need each other to keep sharing, fighting, pushing back, laughing, building a disparate and diverse community of people who deeply care about making a difference for themselves and ultimately for the better good of man.

I can now sit back and say. "It is a good day to die"-- remember that movie line?

The Cluster F*ck of the Healthcare Summit..Why the President, GOP, and Democrats need a mediator.

Today I watched the healthcare reform summit. I have never watched the political process played out. Overall, I thought it was interesting, but was amazingly dismayed to the extent that they... the Republicans, Democrats, and the President are fundamentally so philosophically far apart. The Repulicans want to start from scratch and the Democrats want to push this thing through.

I have so many reactions. And, as a novice to all this am not sure where to begin. So I will post these basic points.

Sen. Jon Kyl, a Republican from Arizona, said it quite well:

"We do not agree on the fundamental decision about who should be in charge," he said. "We all agree on eliminating waste, fraud and abuse. Of course we do. But it's how you go about it."

While the president was mediating the process there was really nothing fundamentally agreed upon except... some concession to limits of malpractice (major Republican point) and allowing states to experiment with alternative means to resolve lawsuits. And, of course...yes, we need reform.

My problem with Obama and the Dems combined is that they want reform no matter what.
Obama dings everyone on special interests and non bipartisanship and campaign shit, yet he get's bristly when there are criticism about his plan. While the Republicans are so entrenched in the notion that it is unAmerican to have everyone purchase health insurance, which I find a ridiculous position. We all have to buy car insurance, don't we. I believe it is illegal if you don't have it. So, why not health insurance? Especially when medical costs are 17% of the GDP.

There was a lot of discussion of purchasing pools and the best way to manage such agreements.  I absolutely agree with leveraging purchasing power.  That is a standard business cost saving tool, be it a pool for independent small business owners among other techniques to keep the costs of buying insurance down. No brainer there


And, so it goes. It is quite a debacle. Where do we go from here? I don't think much more than continued entrenchment in positions that are getting further hermetically sealed. Too bad that both sides are so stuck on their position statements.

Although I believe that healthcare reform is overdue, I do think that care must be taken to ensure it is done reasonably well. While I applaud the Obama administration for tackling this head on, I don't think passing a bill without support of the Republicans is a smart way to go. It could cause more alienation.

Based on the following Twitter feeds #hcr and #hcsummit I am amazed how negative many of the responses are. Yikes. Do I live in this country.

I wish I had more poignant points to make, but as a newbie, this is the best I do. The WSJ had a good article . And, if that is not enough You can watch here for highlights.

The Ten Point Plan of the Year:

As I started out this New Year and since I have been out of the work force for so long I am in the process of determining what to do next. For me to do that I need a plan. My challenge is how distracted I get. I have far too many interests but I seriously have to take into consideration the forces of practicality.

I want to create a conceptual map of where I want to spend my attention and make and effort to focus on those essential areas.

What I have discovered so far about my goals:

1. Define a set of particular areas and stay focused w/in those areas. Do activities to support those activities
   
2. Healthcare
1. IT (patient support tools, EHR, social networking)
2. Management (need a degree)
3.  Ekosys:
1. Build Site
2. Design pots, terrariums, other uniqe arrangements, landscaping
4. Define what you don't want:
1. I don't want to return to the publishing world.
5. Want to learn CPR and get CERT training
6. Get active in local community activity
• New Monterey neighborhood association
7. Get a job
• Network, blog, Twitter:  2 to 5 contacts a day
• Blog more regularly on work related activities
8. Get more personal balance in my 
• Meditate
• Track physical activity and ups and down everyday
9. Get Stronger in bad joints
• Add  1 to 2 more classes per week
• Start hiking
10. Plans for next home projects

Looking backwards and Forwards at the Same Time.

Every New Years Eve I try to sit, look back over the year, and write. Sometimes it gets committed to paper but often it remains as disintegrating memories in my head. Today, on the cusp of a new decade I thought it really important to take a moment and look back and forward simultaneous. Is this what being in the moment is all about?

First I start with a brief synopsis (if that is remotely possible). Ten years ago today I was in Monterey with my partner Guido. We had just finished laying 2 tons of stone pavers in preparation for a New Years eve party. My friends Julia and Morgan were up from LA. Ironically and very accidentally I am now down in LA at my friends Julia and Morgan's house preparing for a New Years eve party. They now have two of the most adorable kids and I am so happy that I get to be part of their lives.

Heading into the year 2000 I was staring down the barrel of unveiling the extent of my rare bone disease and unfurling the methods available to me to address the collapse of my joints. In 2000, I had the first of many experimental surgeries and hard roads to recovery. The first was a vascularized fibular graft. They took my fibula out of my leg and stuffed it into my hip. That was trick. I returned to a company that had undergone a near transformation (meaning I knew few people who worked there). Then in 2001, I found out I had the bone disease in my knees on a trip to Yosemite, started a new career in intellectual property rights. I got laid off and rehired into a new publishing organization-- Thomson Learning. I met Dr Steadman and Dr Philippon in Vail Colorado. That was the beginning of quite a journey. I traveled back and forth to Vail Colorado more times than I can even count to repair and halt the destruction of my joints and bones. I managed a career that blossomed into something wonderful. So many terrific talented people...Carline Haga, Netty Hoglaund, Andrew Clowes, Larry Molmud, and all the other creative smart people at Thomson Learning. In the midst of things my relationship with the man that I thought was the man I would spend the rest of my life with imploded and a new relationship developed. Since then, I own my house, have a loving relationship with Larry and his 3 kids -- we got married last October, I left my job in 2007 to take care of my body.....because it wouldn't let me do it otherwise, and at the end of a series of difficult surgeries -- 14 to be exact -- on hips, knees, shoulder, elbow I am hoping that staring into 2010 that I will reinvent myself and see myself looking forward to a new career in Healthcare using what I learned in 10 years at Thomson Learning and what I have become passionate about -- healthcare and the use of technology to better enable the healthcare transaction between doctors and patients.

So, the month of January is going to be about laying the groundwork and goals to start getting my body stronger, since I am finally seeing hope. And use this blog as a tool to help form my thoughts around the direction I plan on shifting my career in. (I actually can say those words for the first time in a long time). When you are so focused on pain management and recovering from invasive surgeries there is very little else that you can focus on. I am really excited that for the first time in 10years I am not facing imminent surgery. I see hope and possibility. Granted that might change anytime. But, I will take what I can get.