Not a good day. My right knee, which has minimal osteonecrosis has flared up, is swollen, and hurts when I step. FUCK! Yesterday it was just fine. I went for a 4 mile bike ride yesterday. Bike riding is the last bastion of freedom and exercise I have left. So I am bummed.
Feeling sorry for myself. Feeling a bit forsaken. Wondering why me? Especially with the looming concern of my right shoulder. Gosh, I really hope there is no osteonecrosis there. I really hate being so laid up. I feel like I am wasting my time. I know that is not what I am supposed to feel, but I am so frustrated with all this. So, for today I will relax, watch movies, and simply chill. And, hope for a better tomorrow.
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